Friday, November 7, 2008

Dont Want to Have You Near

oh how i grow tired of these games. irritated. question after question being investigated by the people who birthed me. annoying. i hate it. how can they not see that I'm more mature than most. i can handle myself when i calls for it. i know where the food is i know how to cook, and more often that not, do it more than they do. i can pull my own weight, i can walk upon my own two feet. denial. they choose or cannot see that i have grown. into something that i am confident in. the constant reminders and "hints" to do something. treat me like a five-year-old they do and i have grown tired of it all. maybe it is they that needs to grow, learn and observe what it is that i am capable of. tired. worn out. done. a child i am not, i don't need parental guidance any longer. i have my own ways, i have learned for myself, i have seen the world., and i choose to look at it differently than you, both of you. I'm ready for me. life. how much longer shall it last, for i will not take it any longer. I'm done. why cannot they let me go. its my life i shall live it how i please. let go.

No comments: