Forgotten Feelings

a moment alone
a moment in time
a being, an individual
taken from us
scaring us back to
what we hide as real

so white it can be

molding it to what you want

it falls from the heavens above

to grace our presents

hiding, dodging

displaying the ways we hide

shoving it aside and covering it

with the ways we want

stop, can you feel it

cant you feel them looking

the way they stare

putting pressure upon our lives

squeezing us into a mold

forming us into the same

expecting us to follow

the ways They want

it wont, shall not work

for the way we should be

dies within these years

and becomes forgotten

show the cause

unveil true problems

that reside in us

as a whole

speak out

is what we're doing false

or is it just falling apart

was it destined to fail or

was there a hand in it

a blockade

refusing to let us pass

take what you can

don't look back

the fallen bridge

is done with

it sits on my shoulders

weighing me down

bearing down on me

it's always reminding me

of what, who i am

hiding myself to be true

but true bay be false

and the false that has become

is forcing to the surface

to become itself, to make truth

no longer may the hidden lie waiting

consuming my thoughts

it creates war and

makes my body

tremble with anticipation

of the possible outcomes

that shall follow

only one path

it may choose

to flow upon

which one is uncertain

honesty can't look

you in the face

while secrets stare

you in the eyes

i want change

but can not find it

my hands are empty

unable to grasp

the confusion that

my mind leaks

it can not be found

darkness enshrouds

my thoughts

and closes in

fight back i must

to persevere and

come out on top

to reveal who

lays inside this

now empty shell

what was once ecstasy

is now darkness

the sun shines no more

and is covered

by clouds of sorrow