Cycle

can life start over? can we take the life that is ours and begin again? more rather not being born again but everything else, just beginning again? you drop your current life, your friends, you job or lack there of, bank accounts, residence. can you really just leave it all behind? leaving it and relocating somewhere where no one knows you, never even heard of you. you get a new name, house, job and car. you then begin to make friends that you relate to. and the cycle begins again. you start fresh. but why do it? did you mess up in the past cycle, something that you have to try again? did someone hurt you or did you hurt them and you just want to run from either the pain or the guilt. or is it that you just get tired of the same old shit, the same old shit that tires you and you have no want for. you want to start over and try something else. a new strategy. see how you can change your life into something different. a different pace. something with style or lack of it. yet what good can it do to run? will it keep you up at night that you might have ruined someone elses life by vanishing? not even keeping contact. ruin their thought that they could have gotten with you because they loved your eyes, the way you looked at them. just to vanish and become part of a fantasy. will it help, running? to start the cycle over again? or will the same flaws come up and ruin your chance to be happy? what if its your flaws that you cant run from but you still try, don't you? maybe this time it will work.