Weakening Alphabet

is it possible to feel nothing
no pain, no feelings
what would the point of living be
if there isn't anything in it to live for
what is blank or nothingness
does it mean there is nothing there
how can that be if there is always something there
something that occupies the place
yet pain is present for a reason
it keeps us alive continues the ticking
makes life more of a challenge
regulates the bliss, it is balance
if it can exist