Wednesday, April 30, 2008

The Darkness Follows Me

for the
blackboard
is ill
and yet
it shall
have no
furry with
the one
it is now
married to
the one
it hangs
along with
there they
sit and
wait for
their time
like night
meeting the
day again
they contrast
with all
that they
watch over

When Shall One Become Another

denounce whatever you
may but when
it comes to myself
i shall become the most
that one can be and
reign my rule
for that is what
i shall live by










when shall life
become no more
shall it ever
follow a tell
or does it
hide in the
darkness waiting
for the time
in which it
may be welcomed
with open arms
by one or
the other within







you can not
shall not
be allowed
to change
who it is
that you
think is you
for the purpose
of pleasing
yet another
individual for
their comfort

Consummation of Tribes

Can’t let the twilight consume
it will rule us all
to overcome you must find
the sword that wields the power

Engaging in a quest that takes your mind
battle the creatures that are ruled
forced to do his bidding
controlling them to make his kingdom

Searching your way to find them all
collect the pieces that have been lost
to put them back together
and use this power against him

Three pieces, three people of creation
use your piece to give you courage
let it guide you in your quest
to find the ancient sword

It gets darker the deeper you get
every way seems the wrong one
they may lead to a sacred grove
resting place of the ancient sword

Awaken the sword from its slumber
it feels alive once again in your hand
with shield raised and sword sharp
you take your courage against power

Battle through the hoards of evil
against them trying to save a kingdom
try and stop you they try but with
the courage you never seem to fail

You find your way to his castle
searching thought the labyrinths
kill and destroy his minions of darkness
entering into the chamber where he lies

Fierce battles the two enemies engage in
one fighting for light, the other for dark
destroying all that lies in their path
nothing will stop the warrior of courage


For days the battle continues
in wind and rain, thunder and lightning
both warriors tired, both exhausted
‘till one falls, the war shall not end

Good and evil collide in the plains
a sword is thrust, ripping through flesh
flowing blood stains all it touches
an opponent’s sword falls to the ground

Pulling the sword out, they fall
begging like the coward they are
to continue living, but it wasn’t the first time
using the sword you lay the final blow

With false king dead, the twilight recedes
the light comes forth and re-consumes all
pleasing the goddesses with your skills
you prove to all, you are the Hero of Time

Friday, April 25, 2008

Music Speaks Its Words, But No One Can Hear It

BAM! and there i was... so now i am going to change pace today and write more about my accounts with stupid people and because of what today was, the Day of Silence. People just don't get it, i just really don't understand why people are so rash and stupid. They choose not to see the whole picture yet they still argue about the topic, that's like trying to write a book report on a book you haven't read, it simply just doesn't work. Do people know whats coming out of their mouths, i really doubt it. They want to fight against something that needs not fighting against. Is it really so unreasonable to give all human beings equal rights? what makes gay/lesbian and bi people so different that they don't deserve equal human rights like the rest of us, are we all really so different from them, so the like to fuck the same gender, its not like they are going to kidnap you and turn you gay or anything. And what are these people going off of, the Bible? Who is to say that the Bible is an accurate source of knowledge, let me give you a hint... NOBODY! its all a story according to like 10 different people. They even rejected chapters because they didn't like how they portrayed this so called "God", which makes you really wonder, how much of it is bullshit (my guess is the whole thing). Then why do these Bible people care so much, like i said before its not like they are going to take over the world or anything. They say its a sin to lay with the same sex, and that they shall burn in hell for it. Why do thy care so much? Why cant they just let people live their own lives and stop complicating everything?
they say "why should gay people get their own day?" well folks let me tell you, have you ever seen a guy bet bullied because he like girls? Or what about seeing a shooting of straight guys because they like girls? Let me get that for you... NO! and why is that? because it doesn't happen, ever! The Day of Silence is for gay/lesbian and bi people who feel that they need to hide their truth because it wouldn't and isn't accepted by everyone in society. Violence erupts all over the country against these people who are just trying to live their lives. I'm going to go as far as saying that its a bit Hilterish of them to do so, not accepting everyone for who they choose to be in life, how they choose to live their life. People like a 15 year old boy getting shot by his 14 year old classmate in the head twice, is why the Day of Silence is needed. Can you even believe that, a 14 year old boy shooting a 15 year old boy, let alone another person, killing them, because they are gay. What has the world come to?
Then you have the idiots protesting outside the school (Hutcherson and his crazy ass clan). What is that going to accomplish? Only more crazy ass Bible people joining his cult, that's for sure. You just wait and see, i have a feeling that this spark is going to grow into a wildfire that is going to sweep across the nation. Ill put my money on it that is may very well be what puts forward the Civil Rights Movement of today. In the '60's is was for black people, now gay/lesbian and bi people.
If i may i will quote Rev. Ken Hutcherson on what he said today to the news, "They want to have the day of silence? Be like other clubs. Do it before or after school, not messing up the classroom. For anyone to say that the Day of Silence does not interrupt the school, they're dead, blind or just plain prejudice. Get back to educating our kids." Oh yeah that's right he went there. Sorry Miss Avery, but is he mentally challenged. Do you know how many people didn't attend school because of the PROTESTING outside school today? Let me tell you, about 500 students, oh yeah 500 students didn't go to school, how is that not disrupting school and getting an education. On what planet does that make any sense?
And now that moron that runs the school who has no idea what he is doing, is going to look over today and see if they will continue to have the DOS. That is complete bullshit, he just wants to get rid of it because it causes controversy. but isn't school, especially high school supposed to prepare us for the real world so we will have knowledge and know the difference from right and wrong? he just wants to get rid of the controversy so that there wont be any problems in the school, so that there will be peace. Well let me tell you, there will never FUCKING BE PEACE in school, asshole people will always pick on the different kids. This is a problem that should be looked at not pushed under the rug, or this will continue to happen. Why do you think that kids are killing themselves? because of the assholes at school, people who put them through hell, when all they want to do is live their lives. Issues should be looked at and discussed to figure out and try to get it solved, you do this by conversing about it, which is going to lead to controversy because people take different sides. FUCK the world would be better off without dumb ass people in it, like say Randy Taylor or Amber Forgey. Dumb ass people like that are kinks in the chain that need to be fixed, but that's another topic.
Controversy is the way we are going to learn, not everybody in the world gets along and that is the picture that the moron that runs our school is trying to convince us. Well here's an update, PEOPLE ARGUE AND FIGHT, what the hell do you think that wars are because of? Life isn't going to always be perfect and if we don't know how to face the controversy then we hare in huge trouble as a society. We as students are being taught to avoid controversy and that you should question those who are incorrect, and its sad because people are doing that, and its wrong. Together we shall come together and fight, fight for what is right. Address the wrong, call them out, start a controversy.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Burning Sences

how much longer
can we keep it secret
for we must not loose
what we have taken
from time itself
the moments that
we have shared
the events we have
gone to and caused
somesort of trouble
never again shall
we see the reflection
that shimmers in the
lake below that
has consumed all
light that passes by

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Hunted by Inanimate Objects

come my child
for we shall
be off to bed
linger in the
light we shall not

the glow of
the orb that
steals the show
on center stage
that is the
midnight sun
doesn't allow us
to be unseen

casting its
shadows upon
the eerie surfaces
it makes them
move and moan
alive and after us

watching our steps
into the decaying
walls of our minds

It Will Drive You Maaad! Rooooooxanne...

i did it, for i have done it
couldn't take it much longer
the torment it put me in
dragging me through the
noise like broken glass

drove me mad it did
and forever shall I be
recovery isn't a path that
can be chosen by those
who have no will to guide

stuck a knife right in
crunching all the way
i did it, the deed
was and shall be done
no more whispering
in my ear while
I close my eyes

craze that drove me
shall calm for time
or last for another shall
come along that brings
the urge and need to
release the tension that
shall forever cascade
down my mind pulling
my sanity with it

until the craze takes
me and turns the knife
on its holder
relieving me of the duty
of protection from this here
cage that is only weight

Chewy, Make them Chewy for Crunchy Simply Will Not Do

welcome nightly moonshine
for we meet at last
shall you cast your gaze and
light the night with
all that you know
for you shall be
welcomed with your
brightly magnificent glow
light up the world
as you do for those
who forever wish to
walk in the midnight sun



when shall you
ever comprehend
the magnitude
of the situation
that lies before us

what shall it
take for you
to give the
respect to those
who deserve it

why need it
come down to this
another life taken
gone from what
we are known by

do you know now
the seriousness that
haunts our memories



the question is
why does it take
an emotionless man
shedding a tear
to bring the light
into your eyes



when the moon crys
does it shower us
with its tears
glistening in the light
of their creator
they shall fall
onto us
gracing us
with their
eerie presence
that encases
our own being

Sounds that Fill the Smell

a single tread
lies in the road
lost, forgotten, untrusted



breathe the air you
can not see for
it shall make you
lighter in attempt to
bring about and empty
feeling that shall
encase the earth
if it is enabled
to do so



pain; a word everyone
knows yet no words
can describe the
feeling it causes inside

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Lofty Oppression

unable to breathe
thoughts are trapped
and confined into
containment to be
controlled by those
who dictate what
may happen
for responsibility
shall never fall
into the wrong hands
for blame would be
distributed for all
to be accounted for

Hearts Pounding

heat escapes into the room
lovers entangled become one
flowing minds connect and
disperse the conveying thoughts
that hinder in the heat aloft
trapped by the confinements of man
unable to leak into the open
free to rise as pleases to match
that of man

We All Fall Once

music stuffed in your ears
can only muffle and create a fog
around the words
spoken from the other room
now inaudible they loose
their meaning to those who
can't hear how they sound
tears caress your cheek
as gravity captures the
falling containments of sorrow
they soak into your pillow
reawakening the crusty salt
from the past encounters
of these truly painful times

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Yes He Doth

sorrow fills our eyes
as memories rum rampant
through our minds
times of old are remembered
for that is what
we are left with
an emptiness fills our
hearts as the pain
attacks our emotions
flooding our conscious
with his presence
forever shall he be
remembered

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Red Lumps

like a hole in a pump
it gushes its fluids
unable to heal
look back you shall
past the foggy layer
of confusion
that has arisen
look back you shall
and see the cold
eyes that stare
you blindly in the face
cold and deceitful
married with a grin