Bliss

you cause me the torture
of lying awake at night
with you on my mind

my heart races toward you
and slows time to be with you
for that much longer

to feel your touch
is like poison that surges
through my body
paralyzing me in my tracks

your voice can be
compared to that of sirens
you draw me in
and devour my mind

your kiss is that of death
felt in the heart
clutched by your very hand

your body burns my eyes
with pure radiance that
emulates about you

the scent that lingers
is that of torture
making sure that
i shall never forget

i see your face and

look upon your eyes
ill never forget the
whisper from your lips

She Walks With a Tophat

judge not by the sun
for it slumbers gently
listen carefully
for the moon whispers
what it can

ice forms within a blistering desert

yet does not melt when

the sun casts its rays

upon the shimmering surface

a subtle hint of laughter emits

within a room of darkness

and becomes crucified

even at its own thought

I give you

somebody else's name

because i do not

know my own

Midnight Rendezvous

escaping from the darkness

every breath is all you can hear

attempts to avoid the sound

that lurks around every corner

one slip of the foot destroys it

motionless waiting for clearance

no stirs and its all clear

continue on in the dark

gathering the needs

to make a clean get away

the key turns and engine hums

bright lights flash unwantedly

creeping out past the trees

mission has become accomplished

Super Sonic

take my hand, pull me close
i want to feel the warmth of your skin





stand with me in the rain
allow it to was away our sins
let it take the troubles from us
and leave us to dance another day







shows trying to be inventive
putting a woman as president





you may want to break out
but ill be breaking in

Naughty Street Signs

there's this place we once knew
hard to get to and has no map
it takes a common mind to find
it's path that leads the way

green trees mixed with jelly beans
a tune in ours heads
and words in our mouths
combined to share our moments

clear your mind to open the door
take in the surrounding silence
it will take you to another realm
all you have to do is find the key

lying in a circle beneath the sky
passing air between our mouths
in sync creating a soothing song
something we find ourselves doing often

This Pen is Red, It's Ink is Red, Does That Mean All Ink is Red?

found ink on my fingers this morning

again it has happened without a reason in mind

the walls paralyze my sight

while bringing a chill about my body

leaving me feeling numb once again

He's the Kind of Guy You Want So Bad it Makes You Sorry

i only wish something could change my world

broken to pieces and falling apart

it lies helpless in a void

that once use to be filled by joy

i have lost the map long ago

and the compass is nowhere in sight

its like my words pass right through

landing in pools of sorrow

thoughts tumble through my mind

causing me grief and torment

its time to close this chapter

and begin anew

with a little help

from my friends

i believe i can

i just want somebody to love

Feels So Right

do you remember that night
when the moon hit the lake
and we were there to see it
that's what i want to remember

do you recall the moment
that our eyes first met
locked together we couldn't look away
that's how i think of it

Feel the Hex

there they sit. day in and day out. sitting together. like they have no jobs. yet where is the money coming from. but that's not important. what is is that they re always together. a group of friends. sitting. laughing. smiling. sharing conversation. day in and day out. they are together. you can see that they are close, just by the way they look at each other. sharing time. moments. make me think. will i have that later. ever. again. friendship. companions. people to laugh with. people to hold you up. people to be comfortable around. people that know you. people you go to for advice. will i be fortunate enough that will grace my life again. a close knit of friends. people you can count on. always. never let you down. yell at you for no reason. people you can love to be with. people that you can say things that only they will get. people you can love. people you can call friends.

Hey I Know You

ladies and gentlemen

asswhipes and fuckers

whores and pimps

i invite you to come

completely free of charge

to his once in a lifetime event

well maybe not just once but several

of the official grand opening of

BRIAN'S GOING CRAZY

fun for all ages

spectacular shows

fire eaters

musclemen

contortionists

intrigue

danger and even

romance!!!

come one come all!!!

SEE. YOU. THERE.

Chaos Coming on Strong

floods. hurricanes. wildfires. droughts. tornadoes. blizzards. come on people, you would have to live under a rock to not see for yourself that the evidence is all over the news. i think the Mayans and Nostradamus got it right, 2012 in looking too good. it all makes perfect sense. not following? let me explain. in the past like three years storms systems and weather overall has been getting worse. getting more intense and dangerous. record flooding in the past year has graced our doorsteps. Katrina decided to be a bitch and crashed mardi gras. not to mention the fucking snow fall record that we saw like 2 weeks ago. and who do we have to thank? you guessed it; ourselves. yay global warming! now for all you non-global warming people who think its all fake, lets just say ignorance may be bliss but there is a point at which you are a fucking retard. its happening whether you want to believe it or not, its not just some bullshit scare tactic that the government has boiled up, which i guess wouldn't be surprising but its not the case this time. now granted the earth does go into warm and cold periods throughout its time but it doesn't advance this fast. that would be all us. the burning of bullshit and whatnot. although going green, which people should anyway, is kind of helping, but its too late. we have gotten too far into our history without looking into the green light for us to not be effected. the earth's population has grown too much and it continues to grow. within our lifetime we will see the breaking point. the tipping point at which the earth cannot hold its population, there will be not enough food. especially since the climate is going to shit. droughts will destroy any chance of farming. Africa, the us, ans Asia will be of no use as far as farming, the biggest farming areas in the world. the breadbaskets of the world will shift to Canada and Russia. the world will look on at the destruction with empty stomachs. but enough about how we fuck ourselves, back to the destruction of ...well us. ancients say that in the year 2012, which is in three years by the way, the world will end or become unlivable or fuck if we really know, but sit is going to go down in 2012. now i have come up with a hypothesis of how, if it becomes true which it looks like it will, the world will become lets say unlivable. with this global warming thing right on our asses, its going to make things hard to live with. storms systems and weather overall is going to become more dangerous, cause more damage to our cities and land, ruin our farms with droughts, and flood our low lands. hurricanes are going to become more frequent and of higher intensity, not allowing us to recover fom the last. food shortages will scour the world and kill millions. as we progress closer to 2012 the weather will continue to get worse. so with this 2012 may just be the year in which the weather becomes too much for us. that may how we go out. people will continue to die by the hand of weather. we are at the mercy of mother nature, and let me tell you, we have pissed her off. this is just my theory, take it if you like. but it makes sense, complete sense.

Sink Your Teeth In

walk out into the midnight

and sit with the silence

allow the gentle wind

to calm your nerves

close your dreary eyes and

lie back while you feel

the grass that lies beneath

caress your skin

Guess

in a row boat in the middle of a lake.




in the middle of a field full of tall grass like in ATU.




in a snow cave.




in the deep, dead forest.




while camping in a tent or outside it




out on the end of a dock of a lake




in a janitors closet or something like that




some random person's apartment




in the pouring rain







on a balcony of the tenth floor







in an elevator







in a castle on the cold stone floor







in a field in the middle of the night under a full moon







in a empty middle of nowhere warehouse







on a piano while someone is playing epic music



backstage of a concert or play while its going on

Hunger for More

you go to a friends house for dinner. you sit down and have never had what lies before you on the table. you try it. its nasty. you re not a jackass, at least not here, not now. you continue to eat it and you finish your plate. yet you are still hungry. what is it you do next? do you continue to eat it even if you do not like it just because you are still hungry, and it's there now, done for you? or do you say you are full and simply find something else to eat later because you could not have any more of the nasty food. do you take more because of convenience even though its not that great. or do you scour to find food else where at a later time? then ask yourself this; am i talking about food?