Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Archaic

i lie sleepless in my bed. at a time when sleep should have come hours ago. my mind circling around a single thought, a single person that i wish to remember.
with slight hesitating i get up and re-awaken my computer from its own slumber. as if jealous that i cannot sleep so easily. i sit as it wipes the crust out of its eyes and i think.
motionless as a thought process begins to unravel. can i bring myself to accomplish what it is i set out to do; write about a missed one, someone who i wish to see once more? spiraling, twisting, turning, falling.
there it is. the answer. awaiting me. and i can breathe yet again. i don't miss him anymore.

Friday, November 6, 2009

Choking on Thrown Stones

I lay awake at night
pondering aimlessly in my bed
as I allow the music fill my ears
and await for a nightly visitation
from the man who keeps the sand

time passes and I lay awake
holding restless aches within
venturing as to where I may find
a glass of water to soothe my mind

returning to my scene of slumber
upon my bed an imp sits in wait
staring through me before upon me
it smirks and nods as to giving a gesture
one that shall suggest my bed lay empty

as to follow its benign nature
it preforms in an act of vanishment
the hour upon this night in which I wake
seems to have become too late

closing of eyes to ponder once more
for the coming of nightly tomorrow
it may lay in wait yet again

grief stricken

Tapping upon translucent glass as if none had seen it. Vibrations disturb the hands that hold so much responsibility yet cannot hold anything at all. Moments flickering, stopping, starting, then jumping to as where they do not belong, creating a sensation of dismay.
Tapping on the glass and moments pause, skip ahead and become lost, rewriting history as if never to have happened upon Earthly ground. Shattered thoughts, robbed from those who once dreamed of such delights.
Tapping on the glass and the memories fade, become lost and never to have happened.